the phonecall

it's been getting harder for me to breathe
i just had to give in
happy
like a lil girl being offered a candy
that how content i am right now
right now
i know this silly head will somehow think of one thousand other things
but for now,
i'm content with the conversation
i'm glad we talked last night
i bit my tongue several times
i badly wanted to tell you how much i missed you
i wiped my tears and breathe in deeply
i put up a 'brave' front but baby i miss you so....