sweetheart

i am sorry for what has happened yesterday
i didn’t mean to hurt you like that.
i have never wanted to hurt anyone like that
especially not you

but i am also selfish
i am also unsatisfied
i want to be happy
i want US to be happy

if i were to turn back time
undo what was done
would you be wondering if I’d undo everything?
would YOU undo everything?

I DON’T KNOW !

i don’t know why anymore
everything happens for a reason
and without denying my deliberate misjudgments,
i dare say that

YOU COULD BE THE REASON!

and WE ALL KNOW who is one who gave the initial cause
i really hate the finger pointing game
but my dear SWEETHEART
you still believe in ANGELS…….

@nayle

My beginnings......

in here i seek solace
for all the things that i have done
i need to be anonymous
but i want to be heard

i need views to help guide me
insights to widen my perspective
i am in a rut
my emotions betrayed me

i am afraid

i am afraid one day, it’ll be my undoing
i need to be strong
you’ll read my stories

no more destructions, i promise

i need a good front
to be able to stand tall
i need to find solace
deep within me….

@nayle