stupid

yes this is stupid
i kept thinking abt you
MOVE ON!!!
it's been more than 6 mths since we broke-up and never kept in touch
i've tried moving on
getting to know people
meeting new people
but i just don't feel it
what is it?
i want to move on but it's the wrong kinda person
i want to give in but it doesnt feel right
i want to experiment with it but i'm too weak n i know i'll just be hurting myself
there's so many of 'i wants....' when deep down inside and truth of the matter is that, all i really wanted is YOU.
after all that we've been thru,
after all that i've put you thru,
all that u made me endure....
the good, the bad, the ugly....i've always loved you.
maybe what vincent said was true....u've stopped loving me....
i drove you to that decision...
today is tuesday.....i have to start living my own life.